Nikolas Cruz was immature, quirky and depressed when James and Kimberly Snead took him into their Parkland home. But he was pleasant and seemed to be growing happier, they said.
How the 19-year-old turned into a man now arrested and charged with 17 counts of first-degree murder still baffles them.
"We had this monster living under our roof and we didnít know," Kimberly Snead told the South Florida Sun Sentinel in an exclusive interview Saturday. "We didnít see this side of him."
"Everything everybody seems to know, we didnít know," James Snead said. "Itís as simple as that."
Cruz still lived with the Sneads on Wednesday when he walked into Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School with an AR-15 rifle and killed 17 people ó the worst school shooting since Sandy Hook.
The Sneadsí son had asked whether his friend could move into their home last Thanksgiving. Cruzís mother, who had adopted him, died of pneumonia Nov. 1, leaving him without parents. He stayed briefly with a family friend in the Lantana area but wanted to move on.
The Sneads quickly agreed ó though they realized he was extremely depressed about his motherís death.
Five days before the shooting, Kimberly Snead took Cruz to the office of a therapist she has been seeing. Cruz said he was open to therapy but didnít like medication. He took a business card and was figuring out what his health insurance would cover.
James, 48, is a decorated Army veteran and a military intelligence analyst who served stints in the Middle East between 1988 and 1996. Kimberly, 49, is a neonatal intensive care nurse who cares for premature and ill babies.
They told Cruz there would be strict rules in their home.
"I told him thereíd be rules and he followed every rule to the T," James said.
The couple both grew up around guns and are comfortable with them, but they insist on gun safety.
They made Cruz buy a locking gun safe to put in his room the day he moved in. Cruz had a handful of guns, including the AR-15 and two other rifles that Snead said would be considered assault rifles. Cruz, a hunter, also had knives, BB guns and pellet guns.
Snead thought he had the only key to the cabinet but has figured out Cruz must have kept a key for himself. The family kept their own rifles, bought after a burglary a couple of years ago, in a separate locked cabinet.
They told Cruz he needed to ask permission to take out the guns. He had asked only twice since November. They said "yes" once and "no" once.
The Sneads insisted he enlist in adult education classes run by the school district and drove him to school each day. He didnít have much time to himself.
He seemed to be doing well and wanted to be an Army infantryman. He was excited when an army recruiter visited school recently.
"What else could this family have possibly done to put this young man on the right track?" said their attorney, Jim Lewis. "They tried to do a good deed and it went horribly wrong for them."
As far as they know, Cruz wasnít particularly close to any of the victims and they donít know of any resentment he might have had against any of the people who were murdered. They have no clue why he did it.
Cruz badly wanted to have a girlfriend and seemed lonely, the Sneads said. They donít know anything about rumors theyíve since heard about a breakup with a girl, stalking or fighting.
They also saw no signs of animal cruelty. They are animal lovers, with two dogs and six cats. Heíd have been kicked out if he was mean to their animals. Cruz seemed to love their pets.
On Wednesday morning, Cruz told them he didnít need a ride to school: "Itís Valentineís Day and I donít go to school on Valentineís Day," he said.
Kimberly last saw him about 10 that morning before she left to run errands. He said he was going fishing and was gone when she returned. She went to sleep because she was supposed to work a night shift that night.
About 2:30 p.m. Wednesday, the Sneadsí son called sounding panic-stricken. He was safe but had heard shots fired on campus. He helped classmates flee by climbing a fence to neighboring Westglades middle school.
Snead told his son to walk to Walmart and heíd come get him.
As Snead drove there, a SWAT commander called his cellphone and asked where his son Nik was. Told him it wasnít his son and he didnít know where he was.
As he kept driving and put two and two together, he became terrified and called the commander back. Snead told the officer the last he knew, Nik was home alone with Kimberly: "I need a police presence at my house. Go make sure my wife is okay."
Snead called his son to say he needed to check on mom first and drove home: "I was fearing for her life."
Kimberly was sleeping because she was supposed to work the night shift that night. Law enforcement banged on her door with guns drawn, yelling: "Put your hands up."
When they asked where her son was, she assumed something terrible had happened to her son but soon realized they meant Cruz. They searched the house but already had Cruz in custody elsewhere.
After an emotional reunion of husband and wife, they were brought to Broward Sheriffís Office headquarters to be reunited with their son. They later realized he was being questioned by detectives in case he was involved. Investigators quickly figured out he was not involved.
As they waited, Cruz was led into the building, handcuffed and wearing a hospital gown, surrounded by deputies.
Kimberly tried to run at him, James held her back.
"Really, Nik? Really?" she yelled at him.
"He said he was sorry. He apologized. He looked lost, absolutely lost," said James. "And that was the last time we saw him."